I have lots of discussions about what love is and isn’t. It seems to be the thing I am most curious about. As I’ve mentioned in other articles, love for me was often paired with pain as a child, and it’s been a journey now in experimenting with various types of love to figure out just […]
Over the past few months I’ve made a concerted effort to speak up, use my voice, and say when I am not happy or am being hurt by something. This process has been lifelong for me. As a child through to my young adulthood, I didn’t realize I had a voice, or a voice that […]
There are lots of days when I think running to a mountain cave and meditating all day is where I want to be, never to return to “civilization.” It’s the place I feel most comfortable…alone, no pressure, no judgment, free to be me. And yet I’ve come to realize that for me, and for many, […]
One of the hardest things we come to learn in life is how to trust our voice, the one that says what’s right for you and only you. We are often bombarded by energies and thinking patterns of the world, what is “right” and what is “wrong” and what will bring you happiness and what […]
What the world says is right, is not always what’s right for you. I’ve come to realize this over the years in many different situations. It’s a tough lesson; society is built in a way to imprint its beliefs on us. Here’s how it works. There’s the collective consciousness, you could call it society, the […]
It was only several weeks ago that I left to embark on a new path in my life, only to face my readers here and tell you that the path has changed as I sit writing this article on my flight back home to Hawai`i. I left for Vietnam in the most idealist state of […]
I am writing this entry enroute to Taipei, Taiwan where I will be spending two nights and then taking off again to Vietnam where I will be possibly for the rest of the year. It amazes people how I am able to give up everything and go. There is a sense of freedom that people […]
I have never been to Vietnam. I didn’t even know where it was on a map, I am ashamed to say. But I am writing this and I am on my way there, knowing that this experience will be life changing. The question I keep getting is, “Why?” Why do I want to move so […]
Who I am is not my position, my title, my career, or what others perceive me to be. Who I am is an individual expression of light. Anything else is an illusion. –spoken to me on December 20th, 2013.
This is an actual journal excerpt while on my travels in New Zealand, typos and all. A true conversation with myself.